♥ Faith.

I always thought I was lucky, you know, because in the past whenever I wanted something, I always got it in the end. That’s why I also think that I’m kinda spoiled, because even though now I can accept I don’t always get what i want, I still get that same frustrated feeling inside, like I should get what I want simply because I want it. I understand life better now, and I know what I want, no matter how often I say I want it, no matter how much i dream about it, no matter how long I pray for it, I may not necessarily get it.

But I still want it. And I still hope that it’ll be the same as when I was young. If I want it long enough, hard enough, I’ll get it. It doesn’t have to be everything, just this. Only this. If I can have this, because I want this, I don’t need anything else in the world.