♥ Faith.

It’s okay.

I’d say, it’s okay.

But the truth is, I’m not okay.

When you told me you and her had a couple shirt, I was still normal. It was the fact that you told me you wanted to wear it out WITH ME tomorrow. And the fact that you seemed happy that you had a couple shirt.

Then you come and tell me you didn’t want to and you bought because she sort of hinted it.

Which side of you am I supposed to believe?

Anyway, I realise that I have no right to be angry. At all.
So I said it’s okay.

The truth is, it hurts so damn bad.

Sometimes I wish it could all start over.

God, everytime something like this happens, I run back to You again. Honestly, I feel so bad because You are supposed to be number one in my life and I cannot only talk to You when something happens to me. God, I am so sorry. Please enlighten me and let the Holy Spirit fill me so that anytime, anywhere, I will constantly think and praise You because You deserve all the glory and praise and even if we don’t do anything, You will let everything come in our way as You wish. I pray that is the case because now there is nothing I can do about this except walk Your narrow path and dear God, I know Yours will be done. That is the only solace I can find, and the only thing I put all my faith in. In You, Jesus, and Your promises. Amen.